i just bought a new laptop (the old one was dying on me), it’s beautiful and everything, but it has windows 8 and i have no fucking clue on how to use it.
I’m in Chicago !
It’s been 4 days now, and everything’s going well :)
I’m back !
Nothing much to say about Poland since it was the countryside, but it was nice. I saw some cows and horses lol and a big part of my family there. One of my aunts looks so much like my mom, my heart broke when I saw her tbh :’(
The funeral were really pretty, and so was the cemetery, very well maintained and flowery compared to the ones in big cities i mean.
My mom can finally rest in peace now, next to her mom.
As for me, I’m leaving next week for Chicago, and I still have so many things to do before that omg…
so i had to push back my flight to december, 12th
to explain the situation :
2 months ago, i wanted to take the mom’s urn to poland, so they gave me all the papers i needed to travel with it, but i “missed” the bus to poland, then i wasn’t so sure if it was the right decision. after a while, i decided to take it with me to the us. the guy from the funeral home wanted my flight number to make new papers, so i bought my ticket. everything was fine until the commissioner (being an asshole ofc) told him he wouldn’t make new papers.
besides the fact that i lost $350 to change my flight bc the guy from the funeral home wasn’t smart enough to ask if there would be issues making new papers, i am sad bc i don’t have a choice anymore, i have to burry my mom in poland, next to her mom. at least, she won’t be lonely, but i somehow feel like i’m getting rid of her ;_;
so i going to poland on wednesday, idk when i’ll be back but idt it’ll take more than a week. when i come back, i’ll still have some time to visit paris (i never did lol) then, i’ll pack my suitcases, take my cat, and leave.
after i fade into you